27 October 2010

What happen to me again... I get frustrated easily again... On last Sunday till now, finally my temper cannot control & burst out... I shut myself in my room with very loud music & i take a short nap from keeping me from hearing sound from out of my room... At around (20:45) i went to take a bath to low my temper down, at least now feeling better... Is the problem come from me or what??? How come it turn in the way again... Hope that time can flies fast enough so what i really hope for can came fast too... God i hope that you can take all my frustrated & my temper away... I really hate my life that make me feel so suffer... I like the age when i was from 11-18 so hope that the time can stop at that time... Where is all my happiness gone to??? I hope for a very simple life that with not much thinking... How come a simple life is so hard to get but more complicated life get easily... God hope that you may change me into a more stronger person with less thing to think... By the way hope that when i feeling bad i can control myself to anger on other can keep on the way that happen on today... So i would feel bad... (21:32) Just receive a call from my Dear sister that she ask me to go over to sing K at Saturday... But i did not promise or agree yet... Sunday Dear planning to go over to his mum house but i worry that my temper... See tomorrow how... Then planning this weekend what going to be...