1'st of May 2011

Dame long nvn update my blog... Suddenly feel like updating my blog... Updating this blog is just to comfort myself & release my mind from thinking... I having a distance with my family... I should leave this place asap... There is no longer my family & i have lost it... Things change once i return back to this family... I have no kins maybe left my daddy or maybe not... I hate whatever from Year 2008 wrong from moving back & wrong thinking of what i thought... I thought of moving back is just as easy as what it should be at first but wrong move... My only family is my 2 baobei Amanda, Andrew, my Dear Dear & Dear family... I seem to be very tired of everything that happen... I will be the person who wrong, Xiao Qi & etc but other seem to be pity... (U are not a God that does everything & a person make a family goes trouble... No one can relive on you can only stand on it own... Without You This Family Will Be The Best... Out U Go... U are an extra to this family... Problem came from U... What a good sentence that referring me to this Family...) Not only u ur daughter please leave asap (So call as my mum say Your daughter is so naughty, selfish & stubborn... What she know only that you ask her to keep the toy in the room dun bring out then later ask her to share & etc... What u really want her to do... Hello is just 6 year old ur mind is so confuse please dun think that she is as same as u... Why she is going this way later the who also follow... Why like this & that... What really u want from her or from me... Kill her or lock her in the room... But u dun want then stop ur complaining make me more hate about you... This few days showing me abit of attitude, if not happy u can ask me out coz this house belong to you dun worry... U did not owe me ~ i was the one who owe u... I think i should not came to this family or should ran away from this family earlier of my teenage life... If anyone wish that i can leave it now ~ dun worry i will... I will not thick-skin or die die must stay in here (as what other wish for) or not i will try my very best to leave this Family asap & will not be back... Whatever i does let other think that i XIAO QI, R U SICK or what happen again... Y IS SHE LIKE THAT... I hate this so call as home... I promise before leaving this place on this few year my heart will be stand hard not to be softhearted treat that i'm a tenant, dun care & stay in the room as treat it as a tenant to rent a room (What other think)... What i done is always wrong & what other does is always right & pity... Lazy to bother what other thinking... This should be me dun consider other so much... I onli think of my FAMILY... Or else end up problem came from me... Feeling better... I knew that this blog went up maybe thing happen but i would care so much... No matter what other say i will keep silent coz in this place U Have No Right To Talk... Maybe like other say girl married mean out... I think i should be out... New Family ~ My Blogger can onli talk to you... Dun wish for my husband to interfere so not planing to let him know my plan just wish that once the day reach i can leave this house with peace... So i can start all over my new life without this so call as Family...