Unhappy Days & Grateful Days (14/09/2010)

These 3 weeks are really a very unlucky, unhappy but a grateful days, thing coming on & off... Feeling tired & stress about all the thing happen till now... The very first week i really cannot stand it but really lucky that god given me a good family which given me lot of support... How come thing will gone so bad really worry about my son, is he growing big or just curious? Hope that thing will not happen again... Coz he really make my whole family stress & tired for him... But the thing happen let our family member getting stronger & getting more close together... The second week my daughter keep vomiting until warded in KKH but the ***Grateful thing is that my mei also given birth on that day with a cute & sweet baby princess*** When i free i will upload my third baobei baby princess photo up... Hehe, to show how cute & sweet she is? These week my family member take turn to fall sick - ... Hai, Zzzz but finally these 2 day i can get back my sleep or i been worry until cannot sleep for about 2 week plus...

(What a Bad & Worse Person am i?)

Hope my memory can get better, i really hate the feeling that i cannot remember while thing happen badly & gone mad at me... I feel SAD & very PS for my Didi, Meimei, Mummy & Daddy... While i gone mad i treat them badly & say out very hurting words from my mouth... Hope it will not happen again, i will try my very best to recover... And will not stop my medi until i fully recover.... But there is 1 thing that i really wanted to say out but really hard to say Sorry to them while thing already turn out in the ways... But my family did not blame me at all... But i feel more bad & (what a worse person am i)? Hope to do something for them then saying Sorry while it had happen... Now for me is nth important then my family, i really very treasure them so much that i cannot afford to lost them... Hope that my family will like now so close & can always stay together without losing anyone of it... Really very THANK to my MeiMei she is the one who support me the most while i am down... Mei, I really thank god that have you to stay by my side to support & so caring... Ok, i will stop here & will upload my baby princess while my next blog...