Thursday, June 10, 2010

At office...

This photo is taken at my own desk... While boss in oversea... Hai, really more & more stress for my work my director keep giving me pressure... Sometime really dun know what position am i doing now? When interview i requested to work as Admin position, but now i need to support abit of project AutoCAD drawing, Support Sales to out (Costing Sheet, Quotation, filling up Technical spec & basic UPS, CRAC unit knowledge) & take over Shippment Coordination Plus my previous admin & Human Resource work... I really cannot stand the pressure and finally make up my mind to give my director the resignation letter but he dun accept & he can said that i work here for 9 month not doing alot of thing & how come i dun know what am i doing... I really dun understand i keep silent dun mean that i agree, juz respect u as a boss... But he really going to far for it... Monday i try to submit my resignation letter again... Hope everything will goes fine... I being taking de-stress medi for about 1 month plus before my director giving me pressure, i have been feeling more calm & happy... But now i have the feeling of stress, get frustrated easily, cannot sleep at night, also get scare easily by noise or people around & eat more & more less... Sometime whole day i juz only take i slice of bread that all... Hai... I really hate this feeling & my family doctor already advise me that he have given me the strong medi & i have to try to control & calm down... If this medi i have taken also cannot help my doctor can only add on the medi but is not good for me... Now my family member become more & more worry about me coz they say i look more & more skinny plus my face look pale so they keep asking me to relax & resign my job... I dun really want my family member to worry about me coz they have their own stress too... I feel very hard for me to act in front of my family member that i'm ok & not getting more & more worse... Because my mummy & daddy is the most worries person in the family... I dun want them to worry so much... Iris u have to stay strong & firm enough but not abit of thing that will make your tear running down & dun make ur family member too worry about you... I will try my very best to relax... Ok i will stop here & hope on Monday when i blog can give the ans that my director finally accept my resignation letter...

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