15-10-2012

Found a new job at 9 July 2012...
Have already work there for 3 months & 6 days... This job feel very stress & tired but I love this job very much...
I have learn a lot from there & that I have never learn before... My colleagues there are all very nice too...

Today is a bad day for me... :( Hope tomorrow will be better...

Feeling for today ~ why there are always have someone taking for granted I always smile & never talk back not mean that you can throw temper to me... I dun like these people but I will not angry coz I believe that how a person treat other sure she will get it back or more worse... So please remember that if u dun like pp to treat u in this way then dun treat other... Treat pp truly & nicely sure there are 1 person that understand & will treat u in this way too or maybe 1 days they will remember that you are the 1 who treat them nicely before... This is the sentence that I alway told myself.. .
So no matter what I will keep silent coz there are 1 sentence said that silent is gold but sometimes still can't control & throw out my temper... I hope that I can control my temper more coz I been keep learning it... But feel that am I right coz if I keep on control people still getting more & more over to me... Hope that I can bear with it...

Ok have spoke out my feeling now feel better le... Thank god for giving me bad & good things so I can learn from there...

This is a best friend & place that I can spoke out all my happiness & sadden...

Early Morning

Wake up at 4.30am... A feeling of Waaaa Lao... Try to sleep but until now 6.24am not yet sleep, later 7.30 need to ask Dear & my 2 baobei to wake up for Mac Breakfast... ;) It ok coz Dear will be at home so I dun worry of looking after my 2 baobei...
Been for 3 days can't have a good sleep at night & morning keep yawning & about afternoon will fall asleep... Is this showing me that Hello U R Getting older... :( Today is my last holiday too coz my 2 baobei going to school reopen so is my stress time coming... But it ok too coz also my proper time that sleep early & wake up early... But not long hehehe coz lazy... Luckily my sweet Dear Dear will wake up early to help them to prepare & drive them to school... Then come back brought Breakfast for me... Love him... Ok end here...

14 November 2011

Yesterday have a wonderful day...

1) Daddy Birthday
2) Collin & his family member coming over
3) Shopping brought a lot of things

But also a very xing fun day... He call me in the morning, ask me borrow him money... I wish to help but scare Dear angry... I keep on hinting dear but he seen to refuse but end up I also borrow him... Really wish that he can really return me at 30th Nov or sure will give dear scold until head big...

But overall ok finally settle everything...
Hope he really can change & stop giving us big problem... God bless 😍

Have taken some happy photo will update soon...

10 November 2011

Nothing special
Spending time with my kids, watching Spy Kid... A funny & nice show...

1 more week to go & there holiday is coming... Next week will start busy preparing my kids ready for next year...
And start to buy new school bag, wallet, water bottles, uniform, shoes, sock & books...

Hope my girl can fully prepare for primary 1 & my boy have to start her new story in his primary 5...

9 November 2011

😡My girl is getting more naughty & stubborn...
😃Hope next year, when she is in Primary 1 can be better...

Feeling relax with music
Sunny Day

My Boy this Year have pass his exam so happy for him...
Now he getting more mature...
My Boy is getting bigger soon will not be my boy anymore... 😭
Coz he will have his new teenage life soon...
But alway rem Mummy alway by ur side & Love U...
Wish next year u will have better Flying Color on your exam... 😍

What Mummy promise will sure brought it for u...😃

~*~Wonderful & Blissful Day~*~

8 November 2011

Feeling Tired...
This Few Letter making my Week bad & emo my day...

SF ~ Think only themsleves
NF ~ Money Money Money
TF ~ Blaming other is the best

Luckily this photo brighten my day...
My Sweet & Lovely Family...

1'st of May 2011

Dame long nvn update my blog... Suddenly feel like updating my blog... Updating this blog is just to comfort myself & release my mind from thinking... I having a distance with my family... I should leave this place asap... There is no longer my family & i have lost it... Things change once i return back to this family... I have no kins maybe left my daddy or maybe not... I hate whatever from Year 2008 wrong from moving back & wrong thinking of what i thought... I thought of moving back is just as easy as what it should be at first but wrong move... My only family is my 2 baobei Amanda, Andrew, my Dear Dear & Dear family... I seem to be very tired of everything that happen... I will be the person who wrong, Xiao Qi & etc but other seem to be pity... (U are not a God that does everything & a person make a family goes trouble... No one can relive on you can only stand on it own... Without You This Family Will Be The Best... Out U Go... U are an extra to this family... Problem came from U... What a good sentence that referring me to this Family...) Not only u ur daughter please leave asap (So call as my mum say Your daughter is so naughty, selfish & stubborn... What she know only that you ask her to keep the toy in the room dun bring out then later ask her to share & etc... What u really want her to do... Hello is just 6 year old ur mind is so confuse please dun think that she is as same as u... Why she is going this way later the who also follow... Why like this & that... What really u want from her or from me... Kill her or lock her in the room... But u dun want then stop ur complaining make me more hate about you... This few days showing me abit of attitude, if not happy u can ask me out coz this house belong to you dun worry... U did not owe me ~ i was the one who owe u... I think i should not came to this family or should ran away from this family earlier of my teenage life... If anyone wish that i can leave it now ~ dun worry i will... I will not thick-skin or die die must stay in here (as what other wish for) or not i will try my very best to leave this Family asap & will not be back... Whatever i does let other think that i XIAO QI, R U SICK or what happen again... Y IS SHE LIKE THAT... I hate this so call as home... I promise before leaving this place on this few year my heart will be stand hard not to be softhearted treat that i'm a tenant, dun care & stay in the room as treat it as a tenant to rent a room (What other think)... What i done is always wrong & what other does is always right & pity... Lazy to bother what other thinking... This should be me dun consider other so much... I onli think of my FAMILY... Or else end up problem came from me... Feeling better... I knew that this blog went up maybe thing happen but i would care so much... No matter what other say i will keep silent coz in this place U Have No Right To Talk... Maybe like other say girl married mean out... I think i should be out... New Family ~ My Blogger can onli talk to you... Dun wish for my husband to interfere so not planing to let him know my plan just wish that once the day reach i can leave this house with peace... So i can start all over my new life without this so call as Family...